Wlao eh. The hostel net slow like shit.
Okay lemme update a bit LD

Today was awesome! :D Went to the aquathlon for CIP hours.
Got 6.5 hours at last, started at 0800!

Woke up at 6 to meet up with Sheah Wen and Emerlyn and departed.
Lost my way at Bishan when both of them rushed into the MRT which decided to close its doors before I entered after them.

oh wells. I was not panic I was not panic okay I was. Totally was.
I was like okay… so i have to go… where again? Bedok… Bedok MRT. OMG CANT.FIND.BEDOK.MRT.DEVASTATED.

then met up with them later ;p lucky enough.
Well then arrived at the bus stop to meet up with Terence the Penang guy! :D

It’s darn awesome later! :D We were the body marking staffs!
Basically we marked the bodies with ink with a chop :D
Each swimmer has 4 digits comprising of 0-9 and/or a ‘R’.

3 of us shouted at each other and worked together.
It was a bit chaotic, but nevertheless FUNNNNN.

We’re wishing the contestants all the best and good luck, it went something like this.
“All the best sir!”

And guess what, that’s what I said to a girl.
YES A WOMAN. Oh crap I thought after I realised he was a girl… I mean she.
She just smiled and walked away. Bet it hurts. ouch.

Then had lunch, and walked around to watch the competition.
I’ve got to say that it’s really tough.
They have to swim for 1km and run for 5km. I can’t even finish the 5km.

I think that accounted for why all the contestants have huge muscles.
Really REALLY huge muscles.

Then when everything ended all of us met up and slacked!
Finally decided to rent a bike for $6 because too many volunteers were signing out.

What I rode on.

Someone told us that the rental place was 300m away.
Turned out it was not just that near, it took us forever to reach.

Wheee :) Went to the Jetty. Saw people fishing! Then went to have a drink.

Awesomeness. I wonder if the fishes will ‘run’ away if it’s noisy? cuz we’re darn noisy.

That’s pretty much every thing that happened today.
Oh yea just registered my pretty thumb print on hostel’s system. Guess they’ll be starting the biometric(?) system?

Whee. Update next time on Charge Night! :D Dance was fantastic!
Goodnighttt! :D

TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS.

It’s been a long time since I’ve written here eh? :)

Still remember the Saturday right after exams.

I was jogging on the streets. Skies turned dark, I jogged in the direction of the cars on road.

Then I was thinking, “I suck.” Just realised… I’ve never been happy in my life.
I mean Form 1 could be a more-than-great year, but I wasted it on nothing.
Form 2 too, yet I wasted it on jealousy.
Form 3 I think I enjoyed it, yet I wasted my time for being reluctant to do my duties for prefect.

And here am I, in Singapore, for the first 5 months of the Sec 3 year, being unhappy.

I thought, “I always ask myself this question: If I’m not gonna do it, then who’s gonna do it?”
And I thought I found the answer. Anyone else.

I was really negative but something happened on Sunday really changed my whole mood.

I learned to appreciate life I guess :)

And here comes Tuesday and Wednesday, where I got back my grades. I’ve done pretty well I guess, in fact better than what I thought! :) I actually scored in history. Fu said he’s proud to have such a student. I was overwhelmed.

Tomorrow’s gonna be a whole new day, with challenges.

I’m gonnna find a costume for dance, and run for my 1500m. :)
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS.

总不能永远…

总不能永远眷恋过往。

总得要过去的。

 

匆匆

时间是无情

冲淡泪海

也熄灭热情

 

曾几何时 难舍难分 

哭丧着脸 不愿放弃 

 

回忆

越是美好

越是伤人 

 

展望未来吧

毕竟过去不复存在

再追 也无谓 

 

再见了 过去

Home. Welcome Home.

The 100th day of 2012 had came to an end. What follows, is the bright light of 101th day.

Happy 100th day in Singapore. What an awesome journey.

From the start of the term, the reluctance, the unhappiness, the downhills, the regrets. All the nostalgia I experienced, and all the weak times. They all come to an end as the term ended. So soon eh?

People say I have no life in Singapore, I have no life, for I don’t know to relax. Maybe it was true. Yet perhaps the myth proved that I worked hard for things that I really wanted. Ultimately, the good things came back to me.

I got pretty good grades, I got 2nd in a random public speaking competition, I got praised for the morning sharing, and the Asean committee that is happening. All this excites me, a lot.

The Cath High scholars say that I ain’t got no life! I don’t see ‘life’ in joking around every day without a purpose with all the people who are actors, excellent performers behind their masks. Politics follow wherever you go. You witness people talking bad and gossiping about each other, while when they were in front of each other, they fooled around, acting as if nothing had happened.

I just stay neutral, not supporting any sides.

There is someone there who is so pessimist that he think everyone else besides himself is evil. He made others take the responsibility by blaming them when something bad happened to him.

Right now, I’m just glad that I’m home.

Yet when I came home, I realized that things don’t last forever.

What originally seemed lasting started to fade, disappearing into thin air. What if left is the mesmerizing moments. I did not know what to do, I just felt so helpless.

Yes, things don’t last forever.

3A1, I will remember the times when we’re together, and I will always be happy to reunion. For this moment, I just see it fading away, and is feeling rather… unhappy for that.

Home is where my heart belongs.

 

:)

Today was cross-country and i managed to give myself a surprise! ;))

So let me introduce you the system of x country in here.

Theres 2 categories, mass and competitive. You have to be chosen before you went competitive.

And i went competitive! :)

Only competitive runnera get this!

Got 30 out of 40. After disqualifies i think im 25+. Whee :) really happy to have joined competitive.

I thought at first it was unfair for the mass runners because well, no matter how fast they run they get nothing.

I have to say that i really didnt give my best :( i approached the finishing line… walking because i thought theres still a long way to go.

Wasted ikr ;( i was trying to save energy for another km when the finishing line is like 500m away.

Btw its only 3.2 km. And i didnt have dinner on thursday because i was sleeping. Had 2 packaged drinks to store up some glucose

Still happy anw! :DD

Two more weeks! Back in mal! :D

夕阳红

傍晚。
夕阳红，
煞是迷人。

夜晚。
安静的，
煞是寂寞。

从宿舍望望风景
总想要停下脚步。
让自己沉醉在
日出日落。

得
奋斗
努力
加油

至少让自己在未来的几天
把神经紧绷。

看回去二零一一的过去，
回忆往事

往事总是那么美好。
甜蜜。

心中种种感触。

要加油，
要坚强，
因为我们都长大了。

这场仗
打了半胜仗
不行放弃
不行颓丧

只要坚持
这场仗
我一定是
最后的赢家

在马来西亚的爸妈朋友，
我将带着好消息
与你们分享重逢的喜悦。

“你还是我坚持下去的理由”,
——雯琼 挚友。